MONDAY

We’re finishing up the weekend’s leftovers and digesting everything that’s happened in the intervening time. A lot has happened, which I want to share with you, and it will take not one, but two new posts.
The past few days have been characterized by a wide variety of current events, which required not only my constant calm but also a keen eye for what’s happening.
It all started with a party in Art Etobicoke,Open Receprion Holiday Partyat Arts Etobicoke’s Storefront Gallery 4893A Dundas Street West,where the creativity of my Toronto neighborhood gathered to meet and discuss current issues and plans.Christmas The Gift Shop Show continue up to December 19,2025 and open during Gallery work from 11.00 am to 4 pm.My Petrykivka Christmas Balls only this time on that location.Take unique gift for your family and my wishes.

Our work, selected by our very demanding jury, was on display. I’m not being sarcastic; it’s true. I’ll even explain later why I wrote that. I was included in this list and am glad that for the second year in a row, I’m presenting my brainchild—every year on this date, in celebration of Christmas, I release a creative, unique, new batch of my Petrykivka-style Christmas balls. This year, with special love, I created a large collection, some of which made it to this bazaar. I’m proud that this small part of me shines with my warmth and love, reflects my light, and is located at Art Etobicoke.
Next year will be a rebuilding one for me, and I’ve already outlined a smaller Petrykivka collection and more large-scale, three-dimensional paintings. As sad as it is to talk about shortcomings, I want to say that I have three exhibitions for which I specifically prepared and submitted my works for jury consideration, and all three were rejected. This was back-to-back, and it hit me hard, as preparing specifically for an exhibition is a huge, colossal amount of work. And a rejection is a slap in the face. But I endure. They are a constant in my life, sometimes a blow, sometimes a carrot.
I’m moving on to volumetric painting, as textured painting is begging to be worked on.
At the same time, I continue to teach the Petrykivka painting courses, which have been successfully held in Ukrainian Canadian Social Service Toronto.

It’s impossible to describe the enormous amount of preparation I put into my courses. It’s a huge responsibility and an honor for me to have an audience. It’s like a mark of distinction, my teaching and mentoring qualities.
So, I’ll let you in on a secret: at home, in absolute silence, I work through every point of my master class. This applies to both the icon painting course and the Petrykivka painting course.
And the response to my enormous work is the gratitude of those present, their interest, and requests to continue the courses.


I’ll add that I developed the patterns and structure of the course individually, taking into account the age and abilities of those present, and understanding that I needed to engage and captivate them, so that they, like me, would understand and embrace this culture. And here, culture and art have won. And I’m very happy. Now, I’m returning to the gallery and working with Toronto organizations. I plan to expand my presence to other Toronto platforms, without focusing on my area, which is quite normal, since a person grows and develops, and paintings require, like dresses, ,,to be walked, walked”, and shown.

This understanding came after visiting the opening of the exhibition, where I was invited New Vistas team Etobicoke Civic Center.

Well, the youth is very avant-garde, they are pushing and bulging with new names, it is such a fierce competition for a place in the artistic world of Toronto, it is style, trends and talents, and with my sharp, always optimistic eye, I see that this is a very strong youth movement. And you are either in it or left behind. I am with them.

A little about the awards.
I’m a longtime volunteer. This has instilled in me a sense of helpfulness and empathy, of organizing and being a small part of Toronto’s big events. This has given me over 10+ years of experience with a huge number of non-profit organizations, art galleries, communities, and festivals. It’s the mutual assistance and support that I feel as part of a larger team. And finally, this year, which was physically challenging for me—I was very ill at the beginning and missed three months of activities—I received awards from three organizations and was included in the list of recipients VAACT.

This is an award given to Toronto’s most distinguished volunteers for their contribution to the volunteer movement.
I received a hat with the logo, which sets me apart from others. It also keeps me warm on cold winter days. I also received a certificate for this year. Although there were people in the audience who completed 17 stamps (I only completed three), this motivates me for next year. Although I understand that my age, workload, and job prevent me from volunteering full-time. It’s impossible for me to do this, so I simply congratulate those who accomplished such tasks.

I remembered a funny episode, not from this year, but from previous ones. I was volunteering at two festivals at once in the same month, and it just so happened that I was busy at work, plus household responsibilities, plus two shifts in one day at festivals, and I was running to the festival, I was late, I put on a festival T-shirt on the tram, I entered the building, I went up to the organizers, and… I realized that I was wearing the wrong T-shirt, I was wearing it to the wrong festival. Not only was I 10-15 minutes late, but I also couldn’t explain anything. Did they understand, or, on the contrary, a music festival, which had a lot of music, smoking, and in general they were so glamorous. They decided to send me down the street about 800 meters to the other end, so that I could put on my T-shirt there, pick up my T-shirt. And come back. While I was running down the street, in the heat, in the second half of the day, another half hour had passed… and back, they met again They saw that I was dressed. And time passed. They sent me back to the 800 meters and I did my shift there. So, another 800. For the third time.
Of course, they didn’t count that day for me (to their regret—I saw this later, when they didn’t add my information to the volunteer page). I don’t know if they were among the organizations this year, but even if they were, I would never have run again—after all, I’m 62. And I don’t smoke weed. These are our successes in our lives. Sometimes it’s something to remember.

But my stubbornness won out and now I’m wearing a hat.

To end this post on an optimistic note, I’ll show you Toronto, where I spent a lot of time this week. I want to point out that although many sacred places, the city’s signature landmarks, are unfortunately closed for renovations and reconstruction, the city is ablaze with installations and decorations for the upcoming Christmas. This holiday, and its continuation, New Year’s, is the most celebrated event in our city, which everyone looks forward to. And it enlivens and beautifies our commercial capital. Many places—hotels, halls of multi-story buildings, restaurants, galleries, and especially Eaton Mall—simply blew our minds with the splendor of the business capital’s decorations.

I consider myself a villager or a resident of a backward area, since my neighborhood is always quiet, sleepy, and, as it is characterized, a “sleeping area.” So, when I come downtown, I am delighted by the decorations, this luxury, and the eternally hurrying crowds of people. And this crowd… and I love to observe people. They know how to relax, they know how to live in the present, they don’t sleep, they are cheerful and sociable. Well, that’s downtown Toronto. Here are a few photos from pre-Christmas downtown Toronto.

Well, I want to wish you to always be optimistic and have faith in yourself and your future.
I was very saddened to hear this year the hissing remark, “She thinks too much of herself.”
Only evil, envious people can say such things. They don’t understand my life, they don’t see the effort I put into creating my art. How much it costs me to promote my passion, whether it’s writing children’s books or creating art paintings or even those same Christmas baubles, which take up to four days of work, not counting the development of a personalized design.
I understand that this person wanted to humiliate me, and after that, this person is forever out of my field of collaboration.
No, this isn’t arrogance or pride, it’s self-defense and protecting myself from harmful people who only want to humiliate.
I recently told my dear friend, a classmate, that we don’t have much time ahead of us, ,,a bright future awaits us”, and we laughed heartily over this phrase—after all, everything is getting harder, more and more physical. We face obstacles, even though our creativity seems to be just beginning to become unique and truly interesting.


All the best to you, my readers.

Strength, faith, and many years of creativity.

2019 Year of Pig

Very unimproved this 2019 year.
Started with big changes on all my fronts what I liked.
I  quickly do a lot  of work, especially in art spectrum.
I had to give up unnecessary art programs, in which I am included.
I refused from unnecessary exhibitions, where I come to participate.
I concentrated on this  my personal site and expanded into a range of sales of paintings within Canada.
I must say, I do not waiting very high sales results.
Canadian art  sales market is uninteresting and predicted.
Sales are very slow and the artist has large losses from them.

year of pig (2)

I’ll tell you what happened immediately after the publication of my painting on the local sales network.
I published a painting showing a photo here.
This 5 x 7 my original work is made with oil on the canvas.
I showed this work before the February holidays of St. Valentine. I published that the buyers bought it as a gift to the collection.
The price I set the minimum, just for my 45 dollars.
I posted.
And this painting was arrested. The site’s customs. Two days were considered and thought what to do with it. As a result, they decided not to let it go for sale and asked me to remove it from sale.
This painting is published on my personal website. Here, in the section of my work, you can find it.And open for sale.
I’m sorry, that’s the way it turns out.
But we, artists, are mistaken for strange people…… although I don’t see anything strange in this.
So….I can do more perspective just in my personal website www.helenpolishuk.com
 I want to show you, my readers, how I perceive the world.
and do not limit myself in the peculiarities of society.

Happy Chinese new year 2019 card with pig. Vector illustration.

I wish my Chinese friends a Happy New Year
Year of the Pig
And I wish wealth, love and prosperity.

 

year of pig (3)
Very strange …. I congratulate the Chinese people around me (or those born in China) inToronto with  New Year …
And in response, I hear:
-We do not celebrate. These are Chinese traditions. Our parents celebrate just……

Our advanced country and people living in it
I would like to hear this from the Europeans, too……..

Best wishes
Helen

What i want next 2018 year

what -i wnt next 2018 year

New Year 2018 is approaching.
A few days left before it starts.
I am cold, I cough and can not actively spend these days.
I canceled to have parties and meetings, because I feel very bad.
I had time to work a little with computer.I have time for myself.

I very much hoped that at the end of December I will be accepted for a solo exhibition in Etobicoke Art Gallery.

 

what i want-next2018 year

But the jury did not approve me, they just sent me a letter saying that the works are great and I stayed with them.
I stay with you, my friends, how much will I have enough.
I submitted to the contest in the newspaper, where my works were published last year.
So I was also sent a beautiful letter that I’m good, but took another.
I do not suffer from this.
But my strength and desire from this conceal.
I’m looking for other ways and exits.
After all, you can not wait and suffer all your life.
But where is the incentive for creativity?

what i -want next 2018 year

Because of illness, because of dryness in the throat and a strong cough at night, I stopped drawing now.
I think they will return to creativity after illness and a trip to Ukraine.

So what do I want to do next year?
Of course, I’m looking for acquaintances and help in making the film by my script.
This is the reason for my trip to Kiev.
The film is planned to be shot in Kiev.
There is a production for work, but its funds are not enough and we are looking for co-production for the organization of the film.
A movie about bikers and funny.
My dream is to show it to the audience.

Believe me, for many reasons-it’s difficult for me to do this.
Of course, I will be glad to get acquainted and support.

What I want to do next year- is to finish two more scenarios.
Both scenarios about life are 4 serial melodramas.

The first script about women, I’m finishing the second series.
The second scenario is very dear to me, about the real events in the life of my friend and ready  only in the synopsis.
To him I’ll get later
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what i want 2018 next year

What else would I want?

I lack management of my works and advertising in the field of art.
So next year I will more agree to exhibitions and events, where I can show my art work.
And I will devote more time to advertising and disseminating information about me.
Who interested in new names, who want unusual exhibits-contact me,please.


My exhibition will not be just an exhibition, I want to join together my work with the performances of artists and beautifully  decorations.
It’s like a mini show where all kinds of art are connected.
Not only in the opening day.A during the whole week of the exhibition.
As a mini festival(this is my dream and this is answer why I cancel many time offers from the organizers)

Please do not be offended and do not think that I’m arrogant.
I just do not see myself in ordinary exhibitions.
Me there or not enough or do not look like me.
But I really want to show myself and my world, if  make an exhibition.
So I applied to win individual exhibitions.

I want the next year to be as saturated as this one and even more…………………….
I wish health to all my loved ones……………………..
I wish success to all my colleagues………………………………….
I wish you love, my dear readers.Without it my life is empty……………………………..
I wish you happiness…………………………………….
Let your plans and ideas come true, let dreams come true…………………..


I remember a year ago one reader wrote to me:
,,You write well, but not enough. Please write more…,,


I then wrote a few lines. The publication of these few lines in English cost me a lot of sweat and a few hours. I sweated over each line and got confused in every word.
Today I am writing, remembering that time, smiling, thank you to my reader, who helped me and instructed me then and stimulated me.

Hahaha…………..
and I can not stop……….

 

Happy New 2018 Year me dear readers!!!!!!!!

Helen