my filling…

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It never fails to amaze me how exited I feel when I sell a painting…..

I think….all artists have a little bit of apprehesion or sensetive as too whether their work will be liked and sell…..

…The filling never changes….the butterflics in my tummy and excitement is the same now as it was 15 years ago I sold my first painting….

So when it does sell,its the best feeling ever……..

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Time and me…..it’s art

When you are sick, time is fast running past you….The inability to communicate,the inability to attend events,the inability to usually live, it’s all make me ….angry.

My attempts to jump back to work even more sick and I fell ill two weeks to complete.

Time still stood for me…….or I stopped?

Every day I tried to recover faster, but it was  no avail.

Time heals……… time heals ……

I look at the past two weeks, and I see that many of my experiences have been in vain

Now I recuperate and there are many plans ..
The first thing that will be done soon, this small for you a film about my paintings.

I wonder which one of my work you like….comment me in this post,please.

Write her number  (in main page of my website)and I will talk about its creation….

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script / small part/without correction….

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Int.room.Night.It appears a thin ray of light, and runs across the ceiling.

Silhouette of a man.
A man comes to facing the camera.
He looks into the camera.
….

                                  Ha-ha-ha…..!

                  My name is Devi…I’m 35..Well, I think ……..I live in Toronto, near High Park …. My house is similar to other such houses,there live the same way I Davi, Suzzi, Mike, Kim….

Devi open bathroom’s door .

 

Int bathroom.Morning.Close shot Devi front of the camera

,, I love myself  and I love so …… fuck ….. as I can remember.
I certainly do not think  about my mother, she is best remembered me …..

Track out.Medium shot.The interior of the bathroom.In the bath a lot of steam. Water pours out of the shower.Man behind the curtain bathes.Devi bathed in the bathroom, looks out from behind the curtain.Devi singing softly.

,,In terms of…..I have(Quickly said) no woman ………………………….
O-o-o-….I am happy !!
You Can not believe it, but a man of 35…..can think so.

Camera track out Davi.Davi out from behind the curtain.Visible profile Davi.His reflection in the mirror.

,, You ask You’re gay?… Why so …….. Fuck!
I may be just a man …..
Why gay ….. Why …. Sure…. And what a time to try ..once.

(Thinking) Well, only time? (Evaluates himself in the mirror) and all !!! ..(thinks).. Wripe body by towel.

,, Man 35.It is overgrown bag 165cm height (pull chest forward) and 100 kg weight .
(Slaps his belly) … THIS
KILO of HAPPINESS! (Breaks into a stupid smile)

……………Today is off……….to be continue…

just tell me if it’s interesting

Choose Devi in an appointment at the psychotherapist

Devi and his mother

Devi in supermarket

Devi and exercise on a pylon

P.S 1st March 2017   Well…if you knew how hard it was given to me  translating this script fron russian …I created 30 -pages scenario in russian language……but not russian style…..  🙂

 

A year after

Now returning from the studio remembered as a year ago was the first time behind the camera.
Hands trembled, clutched firmly by the handle, the camera shaking, it is sensitive.
I tried to hear the PA, but I heard very bad.
There were many voices at the same time
Shooting was hard for me….
They put me to the camera N 2.(two)…most use camera…
Hahahaha….
.This is the working camera,all time ….
It was necessary shoot the details,…. zoom out, zoom in..
Colin cried!I heard him bad….Thought,will not beback.Colin my PA in studio….
I was nervos ….
.A year has passed….Now I shooting by camera 2………constantly……
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A new page of my life

At the end of last week I published an article in the newspaper about my project.
The newspaper talks about the project, and my view on his organization.
I now have a lot of work with preparations for the screening of the films.
Work, which I was taught in the filming group,my past experience.
Work during the preparatory period.

I worry about is……………….many letters and reports, which I had never done……many meetings.
I wonder what learning all over again…………………………… how much I love to do   🙂

 

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I will tell you today about how to create this painting

I will tell you today about how to create this picture

I went a few days ago to look for the tiny-year-old girl from our family

She tooked the flu and I was sitting beside her
 A day after, I was ill …………

I drew..right now….
I am preparing for the exhibition.
Me the desired one to create a series of small paintings for sale at the exhibition in our Ukrainian community in Toronto………………………………………..if the artist draws is consistently….it’s hard work.
As a rule, the artist paint, pause, again paint…..Stop for few month,then back to create…
I have so……

To begin with, after a pause, draw something on my own or on.

That evening….
I chose my favorite of the remaining paintings, made the foundation of my collections and started drawing by pencil.

My painting at once struck me as heavy.
I felt I‘m starting to get sick…………….. Shep in the nose, it was painful to swallow.
…………………….aching muscles.
………………aching back
but I decided continue draw.That better than lying in bed………
………………………..still have time to sleep…….

I mix colors, they seemed to me-it is what I need.
Thought I had found the right color.
I liked something incomprehensible.
Went circulrs,ovals,bends drawing, waves, fantastic something……
I felt that I have a fever……fever heat…

 

I remember that it was evening……
This went on for about four hours.
Four o’clock, I sat at the table and drew….
I had a temperature….
I decided to just meditate drawing
I saw in my hand a little twist…..
I saw flowers…….
…………then I began to connect all form together…………………a……a…..a…..
…………………..crept terrible nails.

It was on 30 October Hellouin……………
………..then I put the picture to dry…………
Going to sleep…
I saw her this morning, this picture……………..:)

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Now I have recovered……………
and the picture is my imagination, febrile illness, days of events
this picture is what the creation of this …. during illness, when I had a temperature…………………

 …………..my head was disconnected…….
…………working just hands and minds………………

……this background………
……such representation………
…….these meanings-all reports that I was sick, something inside that I realized and experienced

so that reveal itself this picture………………..
…………….and so that published this story about her…………………..:)

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Especially for the reader who wants my long monologues

How rapidly changing values……

……it is we live in a time
……we stop to appreciate the book
…..we do not have time to it

 

  • we stop to appreciate the songs and melodies
    anyone can compose himself melodies.Thanks a computer.
    I climbed into the computer.
    downloaded program,I learn how to use and ready……we forget about Beethoven….
  • we have all become composers

 

…We will soon cease to run to the shops, all bring with home delivery.just need to organize home fitting and Shopping.

….We eat near Computers….
I am wrong? I am cooking with computer…
I’m Grandma’s recipes downloaded from internet and it turns out delicious.
Even my grandmother knows this
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And we stopped to watch movies or watch the news, chattering indefinitely.
…….or soap operas.
………one loved
…….one begat,
…….one died,
……one came…..Opps…

 

Good films should be sought.Watch film in computer?
We must spend time or go to the cinema….
Rarely are good movies for free
Only in an airplane from Europe to America,
eight hours you fill in all that there is on board…….During traveling I watch films in airplane…

When I watched the film last?
In September when flying from Poland…..

I’m just angry, there is no time to find  something to look of the old good movies

…..if you do things differently
…..and you have time
…..and you have recently watched a good movie absolutely free
……..and you ….
…….you …
……know …
you are well done!!!!!

Then invite me

 

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P.S. This is a collection of my motivation…..
………..and what did you get?

 

 

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Friday’s art

Friday … weekend …ahead of the weekend……my head hurts….WHY?

A lot of work on the organization of the project….
Printed advertising and need to work….

Sick  the smallest from my family,she just one year old and I all day sat with her.

Always feel bad if young children are sick.
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halloween party art

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haha…..
I need to tell this story.
It happened to me today
…The end of October is a Halloween Party
I was invited to Halloween Party today.
In the invitation it says that ,,get you best film related costume and come out to join,,.

I realized that it would be masked.
I wore a witch costume, zombie wig and made  on the face mask zombie.

 To go to the subway in a way I could not, for two reasons.My view was good, positive,but dangerous to others.

 Was dark on the street and rainy.So I went to the car with my son.

We drove 45 minutes across town with traffic lights.The city did not show signs of a holiday.
It was not public, like me.

And it was strange that at traffic lights when the car was ,in my window did not watch passing cars.

,,Listen, I’m good!,,-said my head, forgetting what mask I have on the face.

We arrived.
I thought, let the son go, check.
If there is still someone of the producers or actors dressed as me Halloween dress….I shall leave.

Son went and returned:
,,No one…….all solid, ….in suits…,,

,,Back..Lets go  back home…,,-said my Halloween Head.

Again 45 minutes and no one looked after me 🙂

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